Número Cuarta ronda - 4

[kenhoang]

Número Cuarta ronda - 4
Game On




Round four, Yau-Man out the door, four score...


And the merge is still on here! Bit surprising, but I guess that's how this game is going to go. It's individual already, and I gotta make a name for myself and quick. I am not going to settle for seventh, or fifth, or even worse...runner up. It is First Place or bust here, and the only other thing I would be satisfied with is to be the Final Juror. If I am enough of a threat to be cut at the end here if I fail to win the FIC, then so be it, because I want to be the player to beat right now. And so far, I think that's still possible.


Will continue later

[kenhoang]

TFW you're dumb and already throwing the game away


UGHGHHHHHHHH like I could've had immunity there but then I throw itttt because why tf not I don't want all the Jeff answers.


But then LINDSEY wins anyways ANDDDDD the fuckin results are shown so it didnt matter anyways.


I just didn't wanna be a target for immunity this early, but this challenge was sorta a crapshoot so did it matter much???


And ugh throwing immunity and now being scared about being idoled out?? I could've been good! I'm just so stressed IRL right now and when I was messaged I just got all paranoid and did not wanna be a immunity threat, but now I just seem dumb.


The silly thing is that I've never won individual immunity before, as I didn't in my only other game, and that could've been it. Goddammit, I did that for what I thought was the good of my game, but already I feel like it was a detriment. If I were Lindsey right now I would be laughing my ass off at Ken in confessional.


Ughh just ughh.


IRL has just been such a bitch lately and I don't want that to *affect this game, this is like one of the only things I'm really enjoying rn and I want it to stay that way.


I want to make jury or win. That's it. And if I just fucked myself into premerge, go figure.


To get the answers "mistakingly smart" and "All-star spot" in the challenge, could be worse but aren't horrible. I think the mistakingly smart kinda sucks, but there were also three other people tied with me? So I probably only got 2-3 votes for that, which isn't horrrrrrible. Maybe Jeff and nat or somethin.


Otherwise, the results were pretty good to me. The only thing I'm really worried about is Jeff getting paranoid about Lindsey and I doing well, and there being a lot of Jeff answers, possibly making that connection.


We'll see :/....I'm determined to 180 this shit and set things straight.

[kenhoang]

WHY THE FUCK IS MALCOLM OF ALL PEOPLE CONTROLLING THIS VOTE

[kenhoang]

Alright well Malcolm leading the vote is a bit of an exaggeration, but UgHGHGH idk why he has any pull at all here.


It seems it will be either Malcolm or Amanda. It seems to be up to this all-girls alliance that Lindsey has told me has formed. It was created by Nat, and is made of Morgan, Lindsey, Taj, Liz, and Natalie.


Basically it's a shit-show right now, at the time of this post, Lindsey says the vote is on Amanda, but that could probably change, and I hope it does. If Malcolm makes jury I feel like I could never get his vote? But maybe that is good, cause I don't think a lot of the people I'd go with to the end are people he'd vote for either, and my relationship with Amanda is nothing amazing either.


Idk, maybe it's not horrible that I don't have too much control, it's still early. I just HATEEEE I threw that immunity, NEVER again. I just want to be safe here, and I'm definitely not. If this is my downfall, I'll try to laugh about it after, but right not I'm just freaked outtt.


If I survive this round, another video confessional will be in order.

[kenhoang]

Keith is just sketchy AF with this whole debacle, wanting to keep Malcolm as a "shield." Like it's for the good of Jeff and I? Bitch please. I may not trust Jeff as much as I used to, but I don't trust Keith too much either. It's really sucky that such big allies are already worrisome, so I'll just have to watch while they try to bounce back in forth. I'm sure I'll have to cut one of them, and it's really up to who makes the big mistake first. And right now, Keith is a little lower than Jeff for me.

[kenhoang]

Darnell Hamilton's iconDarnell Hamilton
Yeah.
I mean.
I haven't been the most active
But I want to be loyal to the alliance we formed.
Also, especially to you.
(I swear I'm not telling this to everyone)
But you're opened up to me game wise
you've
7 mins ago
Ken Hoang's icon
that's good, it's the same here! I want this to work, and I think you and I have a good thing here
we're in a solid position

Darnell Hamilton's iconDarnell Hamilton
Exactly! I'd love it being long term.
I want to be long term
and I'll be long term if you want to!
<3
#LoyalDarnell
4 mins ago
Ken Hoang's icon
I'd like long term too! Let's do this! #TeamLoyal
#hashtags #kennell #hoamilton
Darnell Hamilton's iconDarnell Hamilton
HA
Kennell works!!1
Malcolm was pushing for me?
Okay! Time for him to go lololol



So from this, I've gathered that I'm a LOT better with Darnell than I even thought. I'm not sure totallyyyyy but I think he really trusts me. And if he doesn't it'll probably hurt big time, though with his absences lately and the fact that he is the vote right now, I would love to go far with him. Darnell is loyal to me right now, and for as long as I can, I want to be loyal to Darnell. I love Lindsey to death, but right now she is a better competitor. If I can turn things around though, maybe a Lindsey-Darnell-Ken F3 is in order? Otherwise, a F2 with either. We'll have to see...